a temporary throw back to my autumn ambitions layout for this place. the music links are not working. they are a bit dated. this is a rather simple design and maybe not as clean or cool as step into... but its simplicity is why i reverted to it. the latter layout had navigation issues. actually it bugged me trying to look back at older posts. the page would reload, which is normal but you would need to click on the flowers again to see where you were going. also adding flash content was a pain. i was kind of able to hide the player under the banner but that was still stupid. step into was really soothing looking though. its close to a year old by now and it reflects the current season.
As depressing as autumn ambitions looks, i also chose it to kind of help remind me of who i am again. It has only been recently that i got back into anime. I'm still not back into j-pop yet either. I still think of michelle all the time. i still miss her. What is it that i really miss about her though? I guess it was someone i could converse life with i suppose. Yeah, i do that all the time with my friends and coworkers but my time spent chatting with her seemed a lot different.
sigh... i was advised not to write in here any longer but no one's really searching for this or what i have to say. I think im safe for now but if history repeats itself, this all might come back to bite me again. There was more i kind of wanted to talk about but it is late and i do have a headache. I dont know when or how i will revise the layout of this place. I dont have inspiration for one... i actually havent made anything for a long time. Music will most likely be added soon as i dont really like my pages quiet. Leave you just with your thoughts... lol.